i woke up today feeling heavy hearted.  its probably because i still felt exhausted despite the hours of sleep i had last night and my body ached and my head was throbbing.  i'm getting more of these headaches lately and its likely because work has been a bit demanding.  i was spaced out through most of the day but miraculously managed to finish some of the more urgent deadlines.  tomorrow's going to be a long day again - and i hate feeling the way i do today, work has been a blessing but its not it that's making me feel this way.  i am overcome with a great feeling of sadness, a feeling that something's missing and i need to find it.
i think i need to take some time off right now.  i need some time away from multiply or facebooking.  i've been too distracted lately and i should focus on the more important things that i've been putting off.
so there, a self-imposed hiatus from it all.  one solid month starting tomorrow.