November 04, 2009

life | day 308

this cold that i'm having won't leave me.  it likes me too much.  i'm hoping that the herbs (whatever they may be) the chinese doctor gave me works because they're pretty expensive.  i'm trying out eastern medicine for a change.  please please make me a believer.

the other new thing i tried yesterday was acupuncture.  good thing i don't have any needle aversion because one poke really hit a nerve my body jumped in place.  it was an experience - a bit boring because after the needles were placed, there was 15 to 20 minutes i was trying to observe what has happening.  boring as it was, i have to say it actually works.  my lower back doesn't hurt as much but i'd need 3 to 4 more sessions.

when you're trying to figure out things, sometimes the answer actually comes staring back at you.  this is a realization this morning - me, having been hung up with a certain someone now know its time to give up.  i really can't do this again because a part of me keeps on dying everytime.  a good friend is right, fairy tales don't happen, at least not for us.

looking at my calendar, november is b-u-s-y.  i can't figure out where to squeeze in some christmas shopping.  dang.

where's an "eternal sunshine of the spotless mind" when you need one?  i need one.  like now.

6 comments:

romuald maranoc said...

ang saya naman ng buhay ni sir jay hehe. nagpa check-up na po ba? :)

jay santos said...

hahaha romuald ... everyone has their adventures ... makwento lang ako kasi it keeps me sane. yep, already did which i kinda forgot to write about. went to the ER last friday (LOL). today - i feel so much much better. yay!

Malou Marquez said...

korek....let's make kwento para sane tayo palagi! hehe!!! i think your colds will only go away by the time you have fully given up on that someone....parang stress related ata ang colds na yan eh. hahaha!!!! chika portion tayo soon.....mawawala din colds mo nun pag nagtawanan na tyo. hehehe!!! =)

Nini Recio said...

naku, Jay, mukhang tama si Malou...kailangan mo ng mga kachikahan para maging masaya ka ulit...don't worry, darating din si "special someone" at special someone ka din niya...

take care and god bless!

jay santos said...

ate malousky, let's let's make kwento and catch up. i'm getting better by the day. don't worry, i'm letting go na. i'll be over it soon. hahaha

jay santos said...

tita nini, thanks for your words, they are very comforting. i've been blessed so much so i really have no reason to be complaining. i'm steady lang.
God bless din!