the trip to the ENT finally ended my breathing problem. nasal polyps gone. it wasn't a pleasant procedure but i'm still glad i had it because i swear i can breathe so much better now. the downside of it is that he put me on prednisone (a corticosteroid) for the next three weeks. the stuff that can make you fat which incidentally defeats the purpose of the fat burner i'm taking. the other downside is that i have to stop using the fat burner because it'll be too much for my poor liver to handle. prednisone also cause muscle pain, which explains why my legs have been a pain since last night. bummer. at least i can breathe much better.
when i went home last night, i saw kids playing in the streets. i chuckled when i saw one little girl on a makeshift crutch who shouted "darna" and like the filipino superhero, dislodged the crutch and flew off. they were playing heroes and villains. kids. how simple and uncomplicated life is to them - detached from the spoils and the harsh realities of life. its the one thing i miss being a kid - having simple joys with even the make-believe games. being a grown-up subjects you to more ups and downs imaginable - rollecoaster ride talaga. no matter how much you try to be mr. brightside, there will always be times when its too much. life isn't simple anymore, its a complicated mess.
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