for quite some time my hearts not really been with work and the only thing that keeps me to it right now is the very thing i told myself should not be a reason to hold on. in a way i guess there are circumstances that forces you to change your perspective and this is one of them. yes, i'm staying because i'm supporting the fam - and i'd have to tread carefully because unfortunately for me, i don't really have the same options i had when my sister was still working and i was chipping in only a wee bit on the expenses. today, life is different - in some ways maybe its time to face up to major responsibilities i've been free from for the last 32 years. but this isn't what this post is all about.
not being "happy" with work makes you ponder about what life would be if i wasn't an engineer or if i stayed with Bench like my good friend D. its not that i have regrets with the career choices i made - its probably more of "how life will be if i was a - (insert job here!)" i guess this is one of the reasons why i love this nokia commercial so much because it sums up everything that i feel right now ---- and yes, i feel like working for the past 11+ years, i deserve a break. i deserve to do something i love. like maybe take that european tour i've been dreaming for so long. or maybe explore places i've not been to before. i want to be a traveler. i want to experience the world.
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