coasting

while i would have preferred not to leave the house last tuesday, we had a scheduled group meeting @ gloria jeans in fort bonifacio that night. surprisingly, i felt calm and collected during the meeting despite the paper and the presentation being due this coming saturday for our world-class warehouse management class. m's company isn't that complicated - its a small-scale business right now so the aca's won't be that complicated to formulate. wi-fi was supposed to be free @ gloria jeans but unfortunately, their wi-fi network was down that night - bummer! but hey, seems nice though that there are a few establishments offering free wi-fi nowadays. so i'm adding gloria jeans-fort and errr shell-magallanes to my short list. i guess the free wi-fi is just a come-on for gloria jeans since i find their coffee only passable. hey, i did like the walnut brownie though. as expected, traffic was slow when i went home and it took me a good 30mins @ 11pm to reach home along sucat road only.

lately, i feel like i've just been coasting through life - work & school. i've not been really putting a lot of effort to anything lately. that attitude really scares me. maybe its because a lot of people are moving out that it can be emotionally affecting most of the time. i'm not really worried about being left behind right now - i have a job and its success depends on how much work i put into it. the only thing that worries me is whether or not my hearts into this. i don't know how long "just trying to get by" can take me - probably not too far ahead to where i want to be. i am going to try work to getting back on track in the next couple of weeks. i am not losing hope.

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i miss my intel friends. more now that a number of them have left or are leaving. we did have good years together - really fun, happy gimiks that i could count. maybe they don't know or i haven't told them but I DO MISS ALL OF YOU. hopefully, our friendship doesn't end when they leave the company and that we can figure out a way to keep in touch. for those who's still waiting with me, we still have one another - we can still have fun times, if we make an effort. life goes on.