dear mcbaby,
sometimes i do wonder what would have happened if things didn't turn out the way it is between us. i run each scenario in my head trying to figure out if i had done things differently, would we be better friends? i can say right now that i'm in the "getting there" phase already. i don't miss you that much to think about you like i always did back then. i have to admit though that there are still times when i wish i could spend some more time with you and have some sort of goodbye. i guess when i read your reply something tugged at my heart and for a fleeting moment wished you would change your mind. maybe its best to leave things where it is today - unresolved. after all, some things are better left unsaid.
i feel great though - and i'm moving on. i still fall into doing stupid things when you're around but i'm getting there. i think after watching "the break-up" last weekend, i firmly believe now that "love fades." maybe i'm getting jaded from all the heartaches pero siguro nga love isn't for everyone.
"There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn't expect you to understand that, or even believe it, but trust me, there are some love that don't go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be lucky to end up with that somebody who has a little of that insanity. Somebody who never lets go. Somebody who cherishes you forever." - from the tv show, ally mcbeal
yuan*
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