scattered

elsa was called on an emergency meeting so our lunch date was canceled. i was looking to a better meal today because of the so-so lunch and dinner i had yesterday so instead of going to the office and having lunch at the cafeteria, i decided to go to denny's instead. i was seated beside one of the windows and while sipping on a glass of my fave dr. pepper debated whether i should have pancakes, eggs, bacon and all the american breakfast goodness or settle for some of the lunches. I decided on the latter and ordered country-fried beef with mashed potatoes & rice vegatable pilaf. it didn't really take long and i was eating heartily while i was looking outside the window. i realized how lonely it was to dine alone. i looked outside and with a heavy heart thought how will i make it through the day if i plan to get relocated or move to another country by myself. i'm not sure i'd have the heart to do it =( maybe its because i've been feeling uber sadness the past few days that i have this super senti aura. and damn these love songs i've been listening to aren't helping a bit. dammit!

for some reason, i only noticed i had cut myself in my left thumb while i was eating kasi it started to hurt and there was like some blood there hahaha good thing the blood didn't ruin my cutie summer baby blue with orange & brown stripe shirt. i'm like really fashionista looking today with my cool oakley shades - hah, beat that papeco!!!

for some reason, i don't like wearing long or short sleeves polo's anymore, hassle din kasi ironing it in the morning. i go for the quick laidback tee, jeans & puma/adidas get-up lately. besides, polos are like pang-oldies --- hahaha --- unless they're like fitted, with the sleeves rolled-up above the elbows. the a&f styles are like super wash & wear, lukot-lukot look with shirts underside-up and the destroyed looking shirts and jeans still look cool.

have you noticed how much my thoughts are scattered right now? its like there's no single theme in this entry hahaha maybe cause its friday and this super senti aura is starting to bug me.